On the bright side, you can only rise up from Rock Bottom. Actually, even better, God will pull you up from Rock Bottom ! You just have to trust that He will ! (:
"But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong." ( Corinthians 12: 9-10 )
LOL && btw Have you heard of this song?
ANYWAYS, I hope you Feel Better dudee :) ...and get some sleep...-_-
hahaha yeah ive heard of it.
but thank you so much for this :] i needed this. such a good reminder.
your hearts are so precious. not every guy deserves it.
so please stop giving it to just any guy.
it’s so frustrating. i try intervening, but maybe it’s better i don’t. maybe in the grand scheme of things, i’m just supposed to sit back and watch you learn a life lesson. if you get hurt, i’ll be here. i won’t be bitter.
WHY WHAT FREE CHIPOTLE??! :O I’m jealous your life mann heheh LOL I actually ate tacos today, but hey there is always a time to buy an inhumanely large burrito! :) ..or get it for free in your case..-.- LOL mexican food <3 :D...
Did you ever go to Yo Mon? I still have to go there..hehe
Your foot is healed? yayy LOL You can once again happily run through the meadows...
& You can throw your crutches into a tree.....or something c:
LOL So, ready to do more one-handed flips in a couple weeks? :) heheheh
hahaha yeahhhh the chipotle in freehold. its new! so goood.
yeah i went to yomon tooo. omg froyo<3
and yooo i dont think ima be dancing for a bit hahah. i REALLY dont want another accident x].
but in the future i will be busting some moves hehe.
sorry that was a lack of better wording. its not like ...the sexual tension you're probably thinking offf.
i should a said like we're somehow attracted to each other's presence. somehow we always end up near by the other
hahah yes i am talking about himmm.
and trust meee, unless he magically changes like 5 things that i hate about his personality and grows like 5 inches and gets more muscles and grows a pair, he's just there.
i musta been the most sarcastic asshole to him and yet he still takes it idk whats wrong with him.
I did dawn service last year, and it didn't do me any good. All it did last year was ruin my spring break and make me more tired. T_____T Like, I don't see the point.. If it was in English, why not? It doesn't hurt to wake up early to know more about God, and I would be able to understand. BUT IT'S IN KOREAN. WITH ADULTS. The pastor always uses these complex Korean words that I don't understand. :(
hahahaa yeah, i never understand the sermons no matter how hard i try. but the pastor always gives us prayer time afterwards, and that’s really when God works haha. despite the fact that youre about to pass out, and your eyes keep closing, try to keep your focus :]. i like thinking about what Jesus may have done on that particular day thousands of years ago. like today he arrived at jerusalem. tomorrow, more miracles hahah. i dont wanna preach at you, but let’s show God we’re reflecting on Jesus’ life this week and that we can wake up at 5-6am to meet with Him.
HEY DANDANDAN! ( i just realized your name can look like DNA if typed
too fast hahah ... heh im not a nerd)
Yo I still don't understand redox reactions. && Can you teach..me...how to ...jerk? LOLJK (:
Actually, Just dropping by to say that i like your tumblr name url (Forever Yahweh Yahweh^^) ....and how's the new computer? (in français?) LOL
LOL yo i hate redox -_____-. hahaha. thank you thank you :] the computer’s gooodgoodgood! really fast. muahha.
why is that i’m so affected by the people i hold dearest. maybe it’s just my pride, maybe it’s just my frustration. idk.
then again, im still harboring feelings of self-righteousness. i dont know, i know i am weak and i’m not any better than the next guy. but if i’m to be a leader, shouldn’t i be doing a better job leading?
i don’t know. i really dont. what am i supposed to do when my very own brothers and sisters seem to be harboring deep-seated negative feelings towards me? sigh.
i need You God. we’re supposed to be a body. and i’m willing to be completely submissive. but please PLEASE take the reins Lord, for i honestly cannot trust anyone else to take over. it has to be You and just You.
and if its my pride, just break me. im so willing to ruin my plans for anything that is of You. because i honestly cant decipher right now Lord. whats my pride, whats the truth. maybe that’s a bad thing.
blah. i know that You are good Lord. but i really hope You are doing good things through me, and that i’m not just an empty vessel that does nothing for Your kingdom. even though im little in worth, please use me.
:| Maybe pessimistic isn't the right word, because I can be very open. But the realist part sort of makes sense, because I try not to be naive. I still contradict myself either way ._. I'm not so well versed heh. I'm like Word document without spell check -____-
yeah you always struck me as the dreamer with hope type. dreams aint so naive though :]. LOL word document without the spell check.. i like that comparison haha. thats not a bad thing :D
i think i’ve finally been able to grasp the concept of waiting for my significant other. or at least.. i’ve begun to grasp it.
so. in light of my recent realizations, i’ve decided to write you a letter future wife!
dear, most beautifulest girl ever in the whole wide world.
you probably think this is really stupid that i’m writing this to you. you can think i’m stupid its ok :P. but i’d kinda rather you didnt…. ANYWAYS. im a sophomore right now. i wonder what grade you’re in? maybe my grade? we’ll be going off into college in two years.. wonder what college youre going to. im kinda planning on a few schools like jhu, umich, etc. maybe we’ll meet up there!? yo.. what if you live in like.. guatemala right now? that’d be so cuhrajee. when you coming over to jersey? or when am i going to guatemala? or when are we both gonna meet up in korea? foREALs ahahaha, i hope you like weird. i dont think i’m too weird but i hope you like that part of me :].
but on a serious note, i really can’t wait for you. i think about you all the time. by all the time, i mean all the freakin time -___-. wherever you are, i hope you’re thinking about me too. maybe at night, when we’re just laying in bed alone.. maybe.. just maybe we’re thinking about each other at the same time. how nice would that be?
but hey you. just know that i’m waiting for you with all my might. i’m promising you and God that i’ll be waiting. from time to time, i might contemplate giving up to my emotions and settling for less… but just know that i would never go through with it. i am just a man, so i hope you understand that i DO have thoughts of having girlfriends and satisfying my need for emotional attachment towards other girls. i think i’m finally starting to get it though. i kinda hope you’re waiting too. how amazing would that be? to know that we’ve been thinking about each other for years and years.. and to finally meet each other. imagine we meet some REALLY funny way like i spill ice cream on you and you slap me HAHAHA. that’d be hilarious. :] but then id say something like "i like strawberry ice cream. you like strawberry ice cream. i know you do. lets go get some more :D but clean your shirt. what the heck happened, seriously." LOL then youd probably slap me again. i’m totally keeding btdubs, i wouldnt say that. but i do like strawberry ice cream. do you? hm. i feel like you’re gonna be a person that likes pistachio. idk why. but guess what, i love pistachio. we’re so perfect for each other its not even funny. HAHAHA im so strange.
yeah. i hope you’re ready for me, when the time comes. but just a warning! the moment we realize we’re the ones for each other, i am seriously going to explode everything onto you. by that time, i will probably have been tucking away all my romantic emotions for years. and so.. i hope you understand why i’m gonna be so clingy and weird. :D but i hope you reciprocate too! so it can be a crazy explosion of love and awesomeness and perfection and hugs and cuddling and calm summer nights sitting on the beach.
i also hope you love God more than me. i really hope you do.
yeah i’m not putting too much thought into this letter, just kinda typing. maybe i’ll write more letters to you. :O I SHOULD WRITE A BUNCH OF LETTERS TO YOU and make a scrapbook or something. and give it to you. so you can see how creepy i was when i was 15. lawl.
i know you’re somewhere out there. so i’m waiting. you have a lot of love awaiting you.
haha why thank you~
umm... I think the beginning of March to today.
i had to sacrifice not talking with my friends during sewing D:
but now i have time to make something else for fuunn!
looll, make a sock. right now.
how long do you think it would take to make a scarf!? I WANNA LEARN HOW TO SEW TEACH MEEE